Ever since my first internship training on Monday, I’ve been freaking out about trying to get an intern permit, which requires the signature of the dean of the pharmacy school you’re attending.  Hmmm.  I’m not in pharmacy school.  So yeah, it doesn’t come out until today that you can’t be an intern unless you’re IN pharmacy school.  *Strangles Reggie, who said it was ok.* So my supervisor’s solution is for me to be a tech all summer, and attend all the intern functions anyway.  (Pay difference has yet to be disclosed.)  I think I’m just going to avoid telling my parents, seeing as how there’s really no reason to, and no way they would find out.  I’ll still be doing all the same things as an intern would, basically.  Or at least close enough that they won’t notice the difference.  And on top of trying to figure all this out, and figure out when I’ll actually start working in the pharmacy, I still have to actually learn the job.  That’s right.  Eight hours of training with a district trainer.  A 3 inch binder full of reading material that I’ll be quizzed over, and 5 training programs on CD that I have to work though, pass a test at the end, and get a completion code.  I do get paid for all of this, but not nearly enough.  Pharmacy is looking less appealing every day, but we’ll see how I feel about it in August.  I hate not knowing what I want to do. 

Since Adam has been yelling at me to update this, I suppose I probably should.  Life updates:

I’m single.  Yes, I finally broke up with Marc.  It really wasn’t anything he did, or anything like that.  We just didn’t have the connection we used to.  We could go three or four days without seeing each other and we really wouldn’t even notice.  It was actually kind of funny.  I don’t think breaking up really bothered either of us that much.  He has a new girlfriend already, and while I might be upset if it was someone else, I can’t really fault him for dating Katy.  She’s wonderful and she’s great for him.  On that note, I’m now officially single AND LOOKING, lol. 

I’m still academically eligible for pharmacy school.  Technically.  I got an A, a B and two Cs this semester, which brings me up to three Cs that actually count (the one from the .5 credit biology lab freshman year doesn’t count), and my cumulative GPA is still 3.25, which is above the 3.1 minimum.  I would just have to drastically improve my interviewing skills, and self confidence, and figure out what I would want to do with a degree in pharmacy, because I really have no idea.

I don’t know if I still want to be in pharmacy school.  I hate the idea of completely changing career tracks right now.  I’ve been through two years of biology/pharmacy curriculum, and for the most part, I love the biology and hate the pharmacy.  But at the same time, I don’t know if I’d be happy working in a lab all day.  I love solving problems, and figuring out how things work, but stuck at a bench all day, working with the same people every day?  I don’t know how good I am at it, but I love dealing with people, solving human relations problems, and generally being able to help people.  I would love to work in a hospital, or some other health care facility, but I don’t deal very well with blood.  Not to mention, I would have to practically start my education over to go into something like nursing. 

I’ve thought about something like physical therapy, but that’s a lot of school, and I know I’m going to get burnt out at some point.  (We’re talking 2-3 years of grad school after I finish a BS in biology, which will probably take 4.5-5 years as it is.)  Mom thinks I’d enjoy speech therapy, but only 2 or 3 of the courses I’ve taken so far would even apply to the degree.  By the end of this year I’ll have a minor in psychology, but as with everything else, I don’t think I’d want to do that as a career. 

Does anyone at all have any suggestions?  LOL.

I’m in South Bend for the summer working at CVS.  Hopefully this will help me decide what I want to do with my life.  Or at least whether or not pharmacy is for me.  I really need to make a decision at some point. 

Well, I think that’s all the major points for the moment.  I’m sure I’ll think of something I’ve forgotten in about 15 minutes, so more than likely, I’ll start updating again relatively regularly.  Until next time.

Peace!

Because I’m bored:

About You:

Name: Jenny

age: 20…wow, that sounds so old!

sex:  F

eye color:  blue

hair color:  brown

where do u live have u lived there all your life:  that’s complicated.  I’m currently in South Bend.

fav movie:  this is hard.  I’m a big fan of LotR, and Harry Potter. 

fav song:  Counting Crows, Big Yellow Taxi, and anything by Billy Joel

fav food:  generally anything involving chicken, Oreos, or strawberries.

fav color:  PINK!


fav Drink:  cranberry juice


Fav clothing brand:  Most of my clothes come from Kohls. 


fav subject in school:  biology


fav fast food place:  Wendy’s

Friends

Best Friend:  that’s HARD!  I suppose probably Adam.  Maybe Marc.

Close Friends:  Adam, Marc, Jenn

Funniest:  Andy

dumbest:  now that’s just mean.  I suppose Andy, just because some of the things he does are so random.

hottiest:  that has to be Austin, if only because he thinks he is.

prettiest:  probably Rammy.

smartest:  Steve?  I don’t know.

most hyper:  Andy and Davey

most Talented:  Austin

most outgoing:  Andy

shyest:  Kendall?

flirts the most:  probably me.

nicest:  Allie

meanest:  Marc and Katy P.

best all around:  I have no idea

loves u the most:  probably Adam

fights with u:  not too many people really.  Sometimes Katy W. when we’re both having PMS, lol.

is jealous of u:  I have no idea.  Is anybody?

u hang out with the most:  During school, all the PUMP people.  We’ll have to see who that is during the summer.

u go shopping with:  mom

is in all your classes in school:  all my kappa psi brothers.

Would you ever:

drink:  I suppose

smoke:  ew!  No!

give oral sex:  I don’t think that really belongs on a public website.
recive oral sex:  see above.

drive drunk:  no

take oxy cotton:  no

beat up somone for no reason:  no

cuss a teacher out:  I’ve been tempted to with Rupa, but more than likely, no.

tell someone u hated them:  yes.  Though I probably wouldn’t mean it.

jump off a bridge:  depends on the height and depth of the water below.

rob a store:  no

jump someone:  not too likely

eat pig brains:  again, not too likely

have sex with your best friends b/f:  I certainly hope not

fake death:  I hope I never have to.

run away:  I have

skip school:  yeah

lie too your best friend:  if it was to protect someone else.

meet someone in person from online:  already have.  She married my dad.  Didn’t like her.

Watch porn:  not by choice.

Have you ever:

givein oral sex:  again, doesn’t belong on a public website.

ran away:  yes

drank:  yes

smoked:  no

had sex:  why would i answer that here?
killed somone:  if I had, do you really think I’d admit it on here?  (by the way, no)

been in jail:  no

taken oxy cotton:  no

drivin drunk:  no

lied to someone:  yes

Threatened to kill someone:  I don’t think so

skip school:  yes

jumped off a bridge:  does falling count?

drove with out permission:  yes

cussed your mom or dad out:  yes

robbed something:  no

been attracted to someone much older than u:  yes

dated your best friends b/f or g/f:  nope

hit somone for no reason:  actually, I think I have.

spit on somone:  not that I remember

This or that:

night/day:  day.  I’m awake then

pink/purple:  PINK!

winter/summer:  summer

hot/cold:  cold

vanilla/strawberry:  strawberry, of course

Mcdonals/BurgerKing:  hmm…I’m not a big fan of either.

Wal-Mart/K-mart:  walmart is closer

jeans/shorts:  jeans.  I hardly ever wear shorts

tennie shoes/boots:  I like flip flops.  I hate wearing socks.

short sleevs/long sleevs:  doesn’t really matter

dvd/vcr:  DVD.  I like all the deleted scenes

computer/phone:  computer

cell phone/house phone:  cell phone.  I’m usually not home to answer the other one.

car/truck:  car

lip gloss/lip stick:  gloss

rings/necklaces:  doesn’t really matter.  I have one of each that I always wear.

pizza hut/dominos:  pizza hut

ford,dodge:  I don’t really care

house/apartment:  house.  I like having a yard

moutain dew/Dr pepper:  dr. pepper.  I never drink mountain dew. 

school/home:  school.  There are more people there, and I miss them.

cd/tape:  I prefer my mp3 player, but I suppose CDs.

tight jeans/lose jeans:  I’ll wear either.  Guys shouldn’t wear tight though.

stright hair/curly hair:  I like playing with Andy’s curly hair, but it doesn’t really matter.

bath/shower:  shower.

loud/quiet:  quiet

math/history:  math

jacket/pull over: either

spongeBob/Carebears:  Care bears!!!